infinite monkey boy

Yesterday I saw person ran naked across the road.
Now that ive gotten your attention, i would start.
I have decided that blogging is too much a hassle.
Okay that wasnt the real reason, I have been thinking that if I blogged my entire life. One can easily see through my life through my blog.

So anyway. This past few months since graduation have been the greatest. Or worst. Or both.
I have found a job at the print shop and seem to be fitting in. I have done one of my task of having a small cosy nice chalet and I have gone out with my sec school friends more often. I have been a better family guy and have been leading a more healthy lifestyle in eating fruits and exercising.

So many thing happened in these few months. Disappointments and failures to happiness and love and all sorts. It seemed that I have lots to accomplish and things that I took for granted in life Now they are back for me to get on with them. Gene gave a good point that if life gives you lemon make lemonade out of it. Yes,Im taking all in my good stride. And I also realised that Relationships are very complex matter so im not taking it in my good hands and being single is good for now. I am cherishing my friends more and hey we're still very good friends by the way so that includes her too. I realised alot of things I also realised that I shouldnt be too cocky like some people and try to decipher that I know life through my experiences because int he words of a wise man he said

" My life, I know not as it is not complete until the day I die, But yet it wouldnt be because my maker knows more than I do and until I meet him, Humble will I be"

Aww, Alright I wrote that and it came from my head but yeap. How much do i really know? Not much. All I can do is learn more. I can complain more though but as so far as it is. Im trying to keep more quiet. To listen more.Although I am not the guy who won the most awards nor the handsomest nor that person whom everyone will remember for good things nor the person who is the best yet I try to be someone true to myself.

I also realised that some people are far more complex than they ought to be for their own good and that has caused them, or the people around them to be too heavily in their heads trying to decipher who they are. Im trying to lead a more simple life. YET im trying to be complicated in a way ( ironic i know)

Why simple? because It will lead to my own happiness
Why complex? because then I can cover up my insecurities and weaknesses.

Life has taught me alot in these months and it has given me so much that i find it hard to compress it in my blog entries so i told myself that my blog entries will be kept in my memory bank and my emotional storage.

It it so happened that as I am writing this. I am listening to this song. Damn it's touching.
I miss school and you guys. I wish that my entire life could be studying with all of you around once again. Maybe I should put down my next list of plans so that you can help me along.then we can be around each other while I prepare for my next phase in life- Army.

To be honest I am quite looking forward to it. Leading a life of exercising and toughing up. It makes me exicited I always loved a good workout everyday and I always love to toughen up.
Nows my chance. Would going OCS be a stupid thing to do? I dont know and so i end off with my list and in the words of someone close the next few months shall happen and let it be like " The natural cause of things"

That would be to :
Plan another bbq in a month's
Crowbar entry
Paint my house a new color
Exercise daily and fruits
Have dinner with mum on Tue and Thurs
Earn more money
A holiday to an island with my friends
And finally to be mentally ready for Army

Enjoy the song. Friends 4ev3r (wow that was gay) ha!


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