infinite monkey boy

WEARyyy...

I dunno if I should even continue this battle. For this battle is long, it is hard and i am going to be drained off all my energy soon. My brain is tired, my heart aches and my Body can go hold no longer.

Well, guys and gals.. let me give you a brief explaination of what is happening and you judge if what i am doing is correct because i am jus too tired

oh, by the way, this happens only bcos i am unlucky. Church people are generally nice people. :X

yes. let me give you a baskground of the society and whatever first.
1. This society is called Altar boys (don;t ask so much...just remb the name! :p)
2. Consists of boys from primary 2 to maybe JC . boys usually leave after that.
3. it is a society with 60 boys.
4. USUALLY..MOST churches, the society is run by BOYS themselves, aged sec 2?..about that.
5. there is a HEad, in charge..called Spiritual director.

ok..background done. My suituation. When i was a younger boy in the society, two adults were asked to help our society as it was crumbling. (the two adults now have a role called adult advisors)

Years past and we fast forward...they did a not bad job i must admit, today it is running properly..or so I think.

Just recently I was given the role to be president with another guy, my friend. and so we tried to do things and lead the society.

Apparently, they just throw works to us la. tell us "okay now you are the presidents. " then they will keep calling us and saying " oh, you gottaa do this ." "you gotta do that"

When we are chairning the meetings, they will be there to "observe" . but instead, they will cut in when i am chairing the meeting halfway and talk what they want to do, so and so....

when my fren and i, presidents, implement things, we have to go to ask them for approval (justified?)..ok.they will reject, then edit to their liking and then approve...

Well, till today, the two adults are still taking chrage and i am just like a puppet head being played around.

we are always asked to do stuff, we do not implement them.

WHAT I want for the society is that, it has always been run by the BOYS! and i want it to be run BY THE BOYS!.not by two POWER HUNGRY adults!!!!!

BUT!..here comes the hard part, the spiritual director is in favour of the two adults and...die die..wants them to remain in the society..he thinnks talking things out with them will help.

I am tired because this battle will NEVER end as long as the two adults are in the society ..they will continue being in power.which they like..and the boys in future generations of the society will never have a say in things. And I am terribly saddened by this.

I am tired because i do not know what to do now. Guys,..what should i do?
you may say..this is my side of the story...true..but you think what i am doin is justified? :/